Song Description

Not knowing when you're in pain or troubled and hiding your emotions

Lyrics

My Fantasy

All the plans I created for me
Have been played out in reverse
I still believe there's a blessing somewhere
In my parallel universe

Somewhere deep down there inside me
I know I'm running out of time
At every turn of the wheel I just got a raw deal
And I'm beginning to lose my mind

Chorus
There's not much left to say
Gave it all revved it past the red line
I pretend that I'm OK
But I can't handle another steep climb
I could be a believer and dig a little deeper
In the meantime I'll lie to myself
Ain't gonna fix my reality
But it's my fantasy

At the core of every struggle
Lies the opportunity to grow
I paint a smile now and then
But my weakness is beginning to show

I need spiritual protection
So I lock myself in my dreams
Where nothing else is real I can fake what I feel
And nothing really is what it seems

Bridge
I think I'll go through that invisible door now
It's just a phase I'm going through
Have to start a brand new chapter on the other side
That's what I need to do

Repeat Chorus