Song Description

Regret, thinking back on mistakes made. Making peace through apology.

Lyrics

Where do you go when you're lonley,
Where do you go when you're scared,
Where do you find the forgotten,
What do you do to prepare,

These things have finally caught up with me,
where to go when time runs thin,
It seems there's no way out of here,
and these walls keep closing in.

And it seems now, that you're loosing your words,
when people dissapear, inside it hurts,
I'm so lost, I'm loosing everything, I didn't mean for this,
a place between this chaos and your former happiness.

Many thought have passed, that I now need to fix,
Blaming actions, unsuppressed, I manifest, to trick,
I revel in apology, if only you could know,
the anger that I bleed as I stand alone.

And is the trust, to tough to believe, when I have fallen short,
all these mistakes I make, have hit me at the core,
I see you crying, and my eyes go dead and below,
I know I've caused this dissonence of innocent sole.

I know its all behind me, but I still feel it within,
From the looks you've said in silence I fear approaching the end,
And I finally see, that its out of these hands,
I know you're scared right now as the situation stands.

Where do you go when you're lonley,
Where do you go when you're scared,
Where do you find the forgotten,
What do you do to prepare,

These things have finally caught up with me,
where to go when time runs thin,
It seems there's no way out of here,
and these walls keep closing in.

I know you're thinking right now that I have left you behind,
I've walked a poison path, leading up to these lies,
But if I havn't been now, what I wasn't so far,
my apology is everything I meant to say before.

What I did in the past,
would it be the future I save,
the mixed emotions that last, I've discarded today,
what it is to be forgotten, how it is to feel this shame,
all these times I start to wonder is it really me to blame.

And its not like I tried, like I might of before,
I know I didn't even offer when there could have been more,
I look inside, and I don't like the person that I see,
you always saw the inner beauty when I saw the inner demon.

Its not like I figured, ya know it could have been more,
I guess it never occured that this could ever be ignored,
I wonder if I could, would I try to find a way,
to offer an apology to the people I've betrayed.

Where do you go when you're lonley,
Where do you go when you're scared,
Where do you find the forgotten,
What do you do to prepare,

These things have finally caught up with me,
where to go when time runs thin,
It seems there's no way out of here,
and these walls keep closing in.