Story Behind The Song

This song is more or less being depressed after my father had passed away. It also discusses not really wanting to do anything but write music. I took a year off from school during that time and really didn't want to go back. The song is about feeling like you have to do what makes you happy, and for me that is music or "this voice".

Lyrics

Restless and torn between and face that I can't change and a stupid dream. I'd rather not talk about it. The tides still change and it still brings me back to...this voice unanimated brings me right back where I began. I tried to prove you wrong this time and in the act, it turns out I proved you right. Motivations are hit or miss. With broken judgment, I fall right back into this warmth that call's my name. Sirens, JUST REMEMBER WHEN YOU'RE DOWN, I AM ALREADY THERE. LET ME DOWN. I PROMISE I WON'T CARE. THIS SWEETNESS THAT SEEMS SO OUT OF REACH STABS ME THROUGH THE HEART. IF YOUR DOWN, KNOW THAT I'VE ALREADY BEEN THERE SOMEHOW. I gave my everything to everyone and everything I did. Now I feel so ordinary it feels so strange. This voice unanimated kills me... Give me release from all I can't control. I'm plotting my escape without a care. So don't you fuck with me. I'm numb. This is my last try... (this is my last chance).