Xul

Xul

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Rap - Alternative | Sedalia, Missouri, United States
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Member Since: 2003
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Story Behind the Song

The feeling of being invisible and overlooked in the world like you're not really there, like a phantom. That coldness of others who walk by blindly, ignoring the obvious pain and suffering of others, while the meek are left to their silent agony.

Lyrics

Passing like a fog.
Life I have forgone.
Cast in white, adorned with a life that's flawed, callous, cold and drawn shallow and apalled with a sense of scorn.
No more help is brought here to tell me farewell anymore.

Right from the time that I open my eyes up I'm fighting and trying to rise up; finding that I'm stuck.
Life is divided inside of my mind but it's blinding and sometimes I can't seem to find what I'm looking for anymore.
Spliced are the divine whys and what-fors.
Cries of the dying are all that I hear in my ear and I fear I'm a tyrant inside, and I can't but help wonder why I was given life.
What's the price of this ice cold heart of vice that's died and dried up?
Silence is my speech now.
I'm done talking.
There's no reasons left to run or even keep on walking.
No one sees the door are locking on my cell, on my hell.
Oh my god, everyone is looking right through me like I'm just thin air.
Like a phantom...
Some kind of phantom...

No one sees, no one cares, no one dreams anymore...
I can't see any doors and I need more answers, but I'm just a phantom.
No one even sees me anymore, needs me anymore, sees me to the core.
No one cares when I fall or I leave once and for all.
Like a phantom, I'm gone.
Like a phantom, a fog.
Like a phantom, I'm not.
Even here and I never was at all.
I'm dead to the world, cast to the side.
All that I want is to dream and believe I'm alive.
[x2]

Please....Save...Me...Can you...fill me with a sense of energy?
Heal me? Kill me? Kiss me?
Build me up into an entity that's real enough to be alive?
One night in the moonlight is all I ask of you to decide ?who am I??
Do I have a chance of proving I'm more than a lifeless phantom?
Do you have one...just one...single answer?
Is it just a half turn away and held as a ransom?
Please just cast some light upon me like a lantern and at last save me from disaster.
Can you please fill me with a light that's heavenly till these wounds that I feel can really heal?
But I never see any fields, any skies, any hills.
Every time...my eyes open wide all I see is a chasm.
I've forgotten how to laugh and what it feels like to have a hand in mine.
I feel blind. I feel cold. I feel lost and desensitized.
Like I'm trying to get across some gigantic gorge and a bridge I cannot find.

No one sees, no one cares, no one dreams anymore...
I can't see any doors and I need more answers, but I'm just a phantom.
No one even sees me anymore, needs me anymore, sees me to the core.
No one cares when I fall or I leave once and for all.
Like a phantom, I'm gone.
Like a phantom, a fog.
Like a phantom, I'm not.
Even here and I never was at all.
I'm dead to the world, cast to the side.
All that I want is to dream and believe I'm alive.
[x2]

Like a phantom, I'm gone.
Like a phantom, a fog.
Like a phantom, I'm not.
Even here and I never was at all.
I'm dead to the world, cast to the side.
All that I want is to dream and believe I'm alive.

Song Length
4:31
Genres
Rap - Alternative, Rap - Progressive
Tempo / Feel
Medium (111 - 130)
Lead Vocal
Male Vocal
Moods
Passive, Cheerless

Subject Matter
Loneliness, Sadness


Language
English
Era
2000 and later

Lyric Credits Christopher Purl
Music Credits Chistopher Purl
Producer Credits Christopher Purl
Performance Credits Christopher Purl