Lyrics

i'm here breathing my mind is gone
judge me the same i care no more
mistakes the pain they go away
gonna come back some ugly day
alone i try to think inside this ending foreal or just the high
fooled around act a clown cant be here but theirs no place else

slightly different from what i been told
cannot take this place now that you're gone
slightly missing who i never know
cannot take this place that i called home

i feel i need i think this way
can these feelings be contained
around tonight it's all inside
will it come out or stay inside
i need a place to rest my head
knowing inside i want you instead
bored & down im losing ground
faith,love,hope which have i lost now

the tears the meanings behind unfold
holding this bomb ready to explode
forget about the wordsi said
please dont go dont leave me yet
wait around maybe i'll calm down
knowing inside hoping this works out
you cant expect me to be the same when all this shits being thrown my way