Story Behind The Song

me, 9/11, the world, friends....

Song Description

i wrote this tune at 5 am...wondering what was really going on in my life.....full of confusion about where i was going...but happy nonetheless.

Lyrics

ANOTHER NITE?HAS PASSED IN MY LIFE
AND NUTHIN MUCH HAS CHANGED AT ALL
THIS CHAIR IM IN?HAS WORN A LITTLE THIN
BUT I EXPECTED IT AFTER ALL
THE NOISE AGAINST --MY WINDOW PANE
SEEMS LOUDER THAN - THE WIND
IF I HAD SOMEONE?I COULD CALL
WOULD I CALL THEM-- MY FRIEND


(CHORUS)

I DON?T KNOW, I DON?T , I DON?T KNOW, I GUESS IT DEPENDS
I DON?T KNOW , I DON?T KNOW?HOW THE STORY ENDS
MAYBE IT NEVER ENDS


I PUNCH THESE NUMBERS-ON MY TELEPHONE
BUT IT JUST RINGS AND RINGS AND RINGS
ANOTHER NITE HAS PASSED IN MY LIFE
BUT IM STILL HERE ALL WONDERING
IF I HAD COURAGE-- I?D CLOSE MY EYES
AND TRY IT ALL -- ONCE AGAIN
ID BE A DIFFERENT PERSON-- IN ADIFFERENT WORLD
WUD I BE SO DIFFFERENT THEN?

I DON?T KNOW, I DON?T KNOW?.HOW THE STORY ENDS
MAYBE IT NEVER ENDS

THE DAWN IS NEAR?IM STILL SITTING HERE
THOUGH MY MINDS BEEN PLAYING GAMES
IM FIGHTING A FEELING?IVE NEVER FELT BFORE
AM I ONLY WHAT I BECAME?
IF I CRIED OUT LOUD-- TO YOU TONITE
WHAT HELP WOULD YOU SEND
HAVE YOU GROWN WEARY-- SO TIRED AT LAST
GOING DOWN THIS SAME OLD ROAD AGAIN


I DON?T KNOW, I DON?T KNOW?..HOW THE STORY ENDS
MAYBE IT NEVER ENDS