Lyrics

everytime i look into your eyes, i'm waiting for you to leave me. how could i say such a stupid thing? such a small word with no such feeling. just a dream of what i want when i want all that i've already got. i hate that you're still good friends, i wanna be your only friend, i wanna be your best friend, is he still more than a friend? this feels good! this feels like something different. don't wanna lose this, i wanna keep this. you're something different, so beautifully different. i gotta risk my oversensitive heart, and lose myself again. you gotta get used to compliments 'cos you deserve the best of them, and i don't wanna be any kinda chain, don't wanna ground any of your dreams, but please if there's some space for me, i'll gladly fill it in any way, and maybe i won't lie anymore, maybe i'll feel what i feel for real. this has been the longest day, i can't describe this feeling, this stupid ****ing jealousy, it doesn't help anything at all... this feels good! this feels like something different. don't wanna lose this, i wanna keep this. you're something different, so beautifully different. i gotta risk my oversensitive heart, and lose myself again now. and i'm gonna get drunk and dramatic sometimes. i'll lose my confidence and look up at you. but hopefully you can understand; that's not me, this stupidity. this feels good! this feels like something different. don't wanna lose this, i wanna keep this. you're something different, so beautifully different. i gotta risk my oversensitive heart, i gotta do it right now, and lose myself again now.