Lyrics

secretly stealing

exploiting my pain that is part of the deal

writing it down as if that would heal

]staring and feeling the sky up above

if i feel this fucked up i must be in love

yeah i felt love


insecurities worm their way into my brain

creeeping through cracks i?ve forgotten to mend

blasphemy screams that my thoughts are untrue

i?m down on my knees hoping you will be too

hoping we will be, be two


it?s slipping away the time left to change

and i?m stripping my soul of its earthly remains

so i dip my cup into the water of life

while i?m secretly stealing a lifelong supply


i thought i?de found, a little common ground

when you looked me in my eyes

i thought i?de found someone to help me bring it down

when i get myself a little too high

someone to wet me where i?m dry

someone to laugh with me and sometimes cry

someone to lay with me, pray with me while i die


getting in tight with the monsters of greed

it seemed like a good thing to do so i did

she took all the words right outside of my head

and used them for things that i dont recommend

i recommend the end