Lyrics

I was sitting in this life and the mother fucker got away
Ripping me apart almost goddamn everyday
Showing me a glimpse of a pain I might feel
Picture of a life that you want, that?s not real

I could not just stand and sit there
Watch me hold her hand and not care
That?s when it began, right there
I should have turned and ran, but I stared

So what the hell should you do when someone goes away?
Every time I need you now there is something I could not say
So many times of the feeling, the pressures, something built inside
All the times that you could not change, its cause is my own pride.

This is your sympathy
You never wanted to be something like this
So why don?t you sit there, you?re now just dismissed.
You never wanted to be something like this
So why don?t you sit there, you?re now just dismissed.

Smash my dreams and whoever I could be
Just a simple game of how to change me
Smearing away what I was in your eyes
To leave me what?s left of my life was lies

I hate myself and/or this pain
I just now felt, to be insane
It might just be the only way
To be insane is what I?ll pay

So what the hell should you do when someone goes away?
Every time I need you now there is something I could not say
So many times of the feeling, the pressures, something built inside
All the times that you could not change, its cause is my own pride.

This is your sympathy
You never wanted to be something like this
So why don?t you sit there, you?re now just dismissed.
You never wanted to be something like this
So why don?t you sit there, you?re now just dismissed.

So what the hell should you do when someone goes away?
Every time I need you now there is something I could not say
So many times of the feeling, the pressures, something built inside
All the times that you could not change, its cause is my own pride.

This is your sympathy
You never wanted to be something like this
So why don?t you sit there, you?re now just dismissed.
You never wanted to be something like this
So why don?t you sit there, you?re now just dismissed.

I can not just be the only one to stay
You could not take my life and throw it all away
I can not just be the one, be the one, just to stay
You should not just take my life, take my life, throw it away.