Story Behind The Song

Half-way though a bottle of everclear, the writer reflects on the stupidity involved trying to understand the breakup process-- while simultaneously feeling way too much self-pity.

Song Description

super-sad,super-drunk, love durge. Good thing there's lyrics printed cause it's super-slurry. Revel in misery. Even poorly tuned guitars sound good when you're hurting. Even the reverb is drunk. Still worth the down-load-- probably

Lyrics

Thinking of reasons to do what i hate
wondering about all of this time that i waste
Heaven's a thought that i just can't defend
I know its there but i never pretend

I fall for that every time.

i don't regret
thinking that
you might be mine

And if i hold you for just one more night
would you believe that i left you alone
I've been alone with my words since you left
I can not think of you anymore
wanting you
hating you
thinking its
all my fault.

watching this clock turn time
ticking away all this light.

I won't stand
I can't think
I can't sleep
I can't breathe

watching your world on the end of a pin
watching you wonder right to the edge
I can't believe that it turned out this way
what was I thinking when I let you-

when we turn when they turn I sing yes in thy name and then leave

Suffering.
I'll get used to this.

I'm not asking for one more kiss.

Not for one minute
not for one second
not for an hour
good bye