Story Behind The Song

feelings of being an outcast paying the price for being genuine and uncorrupted. abandoned; fighting addictions and for survival in a state not of helplessness but more an environment where there is help - just from all the wrong places. the feelings of the skeleton in the closet.

Song Description

feelings of being an outcast paying the price for being genuine and uncorrupted. abandoned; fighting addictions and for survival in a state not of helplessness but more an environment where there is help - just from all the wrong places. the feelings of the skeleton in the closet.

Lyrics

i don't need to lie to you
i just need to say that i've really had enough
i hate you
i don't need to cry to you
so don't you dare say that it's no so bad
i'll break you

lying here in my vomit
i can't wash it away
oh my god
i really thought i'd clean up today
i'd just keep keep thinking on it
but something's coming to get me
and how i rot
or maybe not
it's all the same

here you go on with your lifestyle
convenient attitudes
all the same i don't complain
'cause i wish i were you

you cannibalize and bastardize
it won't go away censoring with lies
all improvised with your half-assed bribes
it won't go away just averting your eyes

once i start i can't stop it
i pretend i've nothing to say
all my best thoughts
some deep, some not
keep locked away
torn apart i'd just drop it
but one thing's got to upset me
all that you got
it's all for naught
do what you may

what you don't rip off you tear down
in dog pony play
treating people like your cattle
you just freely flay
you got nothing to teach me
just bullshit to say
you take all that i give
and throw it away
you can carve me up
but you're the real pig here today
i've sliced it every way
put it up on a stage
black, white and grey
how you got me framed
now let's see what they say
it's do or die
for you and i
wouldn't have it any other way
no way

i say
i don't need to lie to you
so just go away
you came at a bad time