Story Behind The Song

I had went out with a long-time friend I had known for years and had too good of a time! I started to question how I felt and I just elaborated with the music!

Song Description

This song was never completely mixed down (all equipment was taken and never returned), but I did put a lot of effort into it. It was my first attempt at totally creating all aspects of the song. I was feeling very low and needed the release.

Lyrics

The moment I left with you 1st mistake already made
Because I cared for you, my love was true each and every way
And I tried to tell myself to hold back and not to love you
talk
I've waited by the phone so many days on end
alone in my room silently wishing
the love would be returned and you would finally learn how I felt
I tried so many times to explain myself
but every time I look in your eyes I just can't express myself

I knew it was just for fun, but we left with such a past
Created memories, let it show that I want you back
and I tried to tell myself to hold back and not to want you
talk
questions running through my mind day and night
should I take a chand and finally shed the light
should have said no that first day, I should have known
we'd do more than play, I fell for you
I lost myself in every way
damn
chorus 2x
There's something on my mind
I never thought it'd come to this
You've taken over my head this time
I didn't think it'd be this bad
I need to get away
Before I loose my mind

I'm trying so hard to keep myself from loving you
But every time you touch me the feeling seems to be so true
I can't last much longer, it's just getting stronger

There's something on my mind
something on my mind

Chorus 4x out