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Not a father to me
LORAN CROSS

When I grew up
I was mostly alone
Always wondering why
You never played with me at all

Alone and so close to you
So small, looking up to you
You were my own kind of king
You could get everything from me
But let's see


Ref: You have to face this
I'm not the one you used to see
Cannot hold back no more

I've summoned up all my strength
Took me years just to say
You're not a father to me

I had to survive without your love
It was so hard, me out of your life
Event absent, left you so cold
Destroying me, feeling alone

Now is my turn to be a dad
All I give shows the lack in me
You did to me

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