Lyrics

This air is chilling & heavy
My spirit's leaving my body
What did I do to deserve this freakish fate

I sense my circle expanding
I feel my presence commanding
Leftover sorrow, fearful longing to abate

I'm flying higher than Jesus
I never dreamed I would see this
My old skin shattered to pieces
Decision, take on my visions and schemes

Fueled mad with ambition
At zero Emissions
Just tell me you want it baby
You got it, you got it

Fast living is thrilling only
If you are willing come and join
My fantasy world in a closet, a closet

This place is slightly unnerving
But I know nothing can hurt me
There is no-one, there is nothing left to rape

I feared this world would be lonely
That there'd be no-one to hold me
And maybe this whole thing would
Be a big mistake

But I feel spirits enfold me
Like all my fortunes foretold me
I can embrace the old me
But I will never pass this way again, again

Sex turns the ignition
With zero emissions
Please check in your nightmares as a deposit, Deposit

Hard living is thrilling, oh
Fearlessness chilling, come and join
My fantasy world in a closet, a closet

Don't worry if you can't see me
I come in better on TV
But please do not mistake me
For your new Messiah

I may give food to the needy
Donate a cut of my CD
But I can't save your soul
Or douse your demon fire.