Story Behind The Song

I've had a lot of heartaches and heartship growing up living with dysfunctional parents, battling anxiety and dealing with panic attacks. It's been a long journey trying to find my authentic self. Music has helped me emmensly. When I wrote this song

Song Description

It's a song about being in a relationship with someone that doesn't understand you. It's about finally finding yourself and realizing that you've had enough with the way things have been going.

Lyrics

Verse 1
Well you thought you knew me but all my demons are coming out
I'm breaking the silence, pulling the duct tape off my mouth

Pre-Chorus
You tried to light me up in flames
But your fire can't burn away the pain

Chorus
It's going down tonight
And everyone I need is moving on tonight
Taking all my necessary alibi's
But I won't die alone
Cradling my wounds
It's going down

Verse 2
Well baby it's simple, all you had to do was ask
I'm ranting and raging as you candidly stand back

Pre-Chorus
Is your life as simple as it seems
Immune to what is happening

Bridge (rap)
Engaged in debate
I know that you can't relate
I'm trying to educate but it's ok to wait
Don't dehydrate yourself, don't emulate
Take one step back while you disintegrate
I must have been too blind in all the make
Cause I got played just like a record in a crate
I guess I shoulda' known the tale of the tape
Emotionally I was light and you were the heavyweight
You rocked my world you bent me all up outta shape
But I don't feel hate because I'm up late waiting by the phone
I was prone but you see my skills got honed cause I've grown
And you know I won't die alone
It's going down