Lyrics

oh the trouble is I am wondering how to live since I've been changed I am ashamed is this sane and t's not my fault they can deceive they will deceive who tells me what to know oh I need control I'm not so sure that I can be who you think I am because that man is gone he's faded he's nothingness let me be just who I think I am but this can't be oh the trouble is I must face them so soley yeah the triumph is when I will be known for all time without these thoughts of my own believe it's wasted time and I intend to show you all where you went wrong I'm so afraid of what it feels to hit the floor it must be so better than what it feels to hit the grave