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It occurred to me one morning while driving through a congested throughway.
It paralyzed me all at once as I tried to understand it.
The feeling?took all of my air.
While pulled off from the road, I realized all that was needed was to think of something clearer.
Between seeing my life flash before my eyes and thinking of you,
A silence and then the fear faded.

So I took the dive to quantify a visit to a psychologist ,
Who ?took hours? from nine to five.
Extrapolating truths I?ve hidden way inside me
Or just to say ?how?s your day? Here?s the fee.Come again next week.?
But eventually I?d stop going
And try to make my own way of it
Just need to hold my head straight
Recently it seemed much better
But there are minutes I still feel that way

And I?m scared.
And I?m feeling trouble
I can?t breathe
No control and all my fears to lose it
Just so I may feel better again

I bide my time taking healthy doses of smoke and prescriptions
And I hide within my many walls
And the thought of being out there in the melting pot of excess
Is enough to hold me back for now?
And I accept the fact that maybe there is something
That is changing in me
But I don?t want to feel that way
So I resign to believing that the only way out is to go through it

I?m not scared.
I?m not feeling trouble
I can breathe
All control and no fears to lose it
Cause I can feel better now