Story Behind The Song

My life!

Song Description

Trials and tribulations of a young woman, solider, inmate, etc product of her environment.

Lyrics

FALLEN - JESSiE JiVE

Is this how that's supposed to look?
Is this how that's supposed to sound?
I wanna know who set the rules, who's calling the shots, who's layin' it down
So who's the who's who? Let me know I wanna know
That man, not the next - show me you the Holy Guru
I came to you when I was in need
& I hope you keep it locked with me, PLEASE!

High school girl lost in the mix
Had alot goin', but every story has a twist
Good grades, close friends, alot she could list
Head on her shoulders that was burdened with an illness
One day she got up, bugged out, flipped the script
Threw her shit out & called it quits
Took a knife to her wrist - did a diss dismiss
Hoping each deeper cut gets her to her death wish

Sometimes I just wanna let go
Sometimes I do
But this time don't let me fall below
I might not see you

Suicide mission, noone's listenin'
But the devil himself is taking notes for later operations
Young lady plan failed, Plan B, go to sea
Run away to the US Navy
So you could speak your mind while fighting for free
2 Years passed, government official's got mean
Causin' rukus - THATS BULL! Kickin her to the curb
After all she's done, like an orphan turning 18

So whats to do next after no dough in the wallet
Only thing that she could think was hustlin' & slingin' for profit
For every dollar she got, had it locked in the spot
Holdin' down she had alot, too much - cops was hot
Private eye spoke dirty, she got locked in the box
Did a year bid, on top, was on the 10 o'clock
& Not only that, she had a baby in her body
That was keeping her alive
So she held on for dear life

Sometimes I just wanna let go
Sometimes I do
But this time don't let me fall below
I might not see you

Sometimes I just wanna let go
Sometimes I do
But this time don't let me fall below
I might not see you