Confused

Story Behind The Song

The struggle of my music career. I can't stop even though I tired with a wife and 3 kids to feed with my music It comes late at night (insparation and drive ) just enough for me to hang on one more gig. Should I give up or keep trying ? To many lives depend on mine so I can not quit cause I'll never make as much money at anything else. but I keep play almost 300 show a year Just enough to keep the family fed always looking for a better way But never finding it. I 'm Confused

Song Description

A man torn between his art and his work blending both does not mix . but in the music biz it has too. With the feelings every full time independent musician goes through that has a family to support . All the thoughts and unbalanced life syle keep one very confused.

Song Length 3:58 Genre Folk - Rock, New Age - Alternative
Tempo Medium Slow (91 - 110) Lead Vocal Male Vocal
Mood Worried, Restless Subject Poverty, Worry
Similar Artists Alice In Chains, Pearl Jam Language English
Era 1990 - 1999

Lyrics

I can't stop even though I'm tired
Still worryed about the next weeks miles
comes real soon

I got this funny feeling in my chest
Thinking what the hell do I do next
I'm confused

It comes late at night when I close my eyes
and its a feeling I can't deny
I don't want to be here
I'm sick and tired
I'm a loser thats my crime
I'm just a loser thats my crime

Still with me when I step out of bed
And when I bow my head to break my bread
I feel used
I feel it with me when I walk out side
Thoughts that run through my mind
I'm confused

It comes late at night when I close my eyes
and its a feeling I can't deny
I don't want to be here I don't know why
I'm sick and tired
I'm a loser thats my crime
I'm just a loser that my crime

I can't stop even though I'm tired
Still worryed about the next weeks miles
Comes real soon
I got this funny feeling in my chest
Thinking what the hell do I do next
I'm confused

It comes late at night when I close my eyes
And its a feeling I can't deny
I'm still tired of being here
I don't know why
To many lives depend on mine
Should I give up or keep trying

Lyrics Brian Francis Baudoin Music Brian Francis Baudoin
Producer Brian Francis Baudoin
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