Story Behind The Song
The struggle of my music career.
I can't stop even though I tired
with a wife and 3 kids to feed with my music
It comes late at night (insparation and drive )
just enough for me to hang on one more gig.
Should I give up or keep trying ?
To many lives depend on mine so I can not quit cause I'll never make as much money at anything else.
but I keep play almost 300 show a year
Just enough to keep the family fed
always looking for a better way
But never finding it.
I 'm Confused
Song Description
A man torn between his art and his work
blending both does not mix .
but in the music biz it has too.
With the feelings every full time independent musician goes through that has a family to support .
All the thoughts and unbalanced
life syle keep one very confused.
Song Length |
3:58 |
Genre |
Folk - Rock, New Age - Alternative |
Tempo |
Medium Slow (91 - 110) |
Lead Vocal |
Male Vocal |
Mood |
Worried, Restless |
Subject |
Poverty, Worry |
Similar Artists |
Alice In Chains, Pearl Jam |
Language |
English |
Era |
1990 - 1999 |
| |
Lyrics
I can't stop even though I'm tired
Still worryed about the next weeks miles
comes real soon
I got this funny feeling in my chest
Thinking what the hell do I do next
I'm confused
It comes late at night when I close my eyes
and its a feeling I can't deny
I don't want to be here
I'm sick and tired
I'm a loser thats my crime
I'm just a loser thats my crime
Still with me when I step out of bed
And when I bow my head to break my bread
I feel used
I feel it with me when I walk out side
Thoughts that run through my mind
I'm confused
It comes late at night when I close my eyes
and its a feeling I can't deny
I don't want to be here I don't know why
I'm sick and tired
I'm a loser thats my crime
I'm just a loser that my crime
I can't stop even though I'm tired
Still worryed about the next weeks miles
Comes real soon
I got this funny feeling in my chest
Thinking what the hell do I do next
I'm confused
It comes late at night when I close my eyes
And its a feeling I can't deny
I'm still tired of being here
I don't know why
To many lives depend on mine
Should I give up or keep trying