Story Behind The Song

Sitting at home filling out job applications waiting on people to call going by jobs over and over again just to get turned down bills steady piling in start plotting on other ways to get paid bad or good seeds to feed wife bitching it's enough to drive a man psycho

Song Description

no money, no job, and no weed victim counting money easy target desperate time, desperate measures. Just cause I look happy don't mean that I am problems haunt me everyday you don't know what's going on in the head of people so don't try to read into something cause you might get your feelings hurt.

Lyrics

Intro- (A.W.O.L talking to his self)

Verse 1
evrything seems to tempt me
specially when my pockets on empty

make me have to go out and walk
looking for somebody to stalk

why it gotta be like this
he keeps on asking me this

I don't answer
greed eating at me like cancer

he's fighting for his god damn life
I know that this can't be right

but right now it's not wrong
blood rolls off his tongue he's hollering his mouths numb

now I'm getting caught in the wind
thinking bout these twentys and tens

thinking bout how I'm gone spend to keep my doe flipping
why you tripping

I'm taking off my muthaf--king mask
I throw it in the muthaf--king trash
I know I just need to slow down
cause right now I'm moving to fast

but I gotta have the doe
and they trying to stop me though

and I can't let it happen
so I pull out my gat and start capping (nicca cause I'm)

Hook (2x) - psycho psycho psycho psycho psycho psycho psycho
psycho psycho psycho
psycho psycho (I am)
psycho psycho psycho psycho psycho psycho psycho
psycho psycho (nicca I'm)
psycho psycho

verse 2
when you look into my eyes
you can't see what's in the back of my mind

I hear voices talking to me
telling me to explode on the next one who stress me

but I suppress these thoughts that make me
have to say the words now why did you make me

you keep on pushing me just to break me
and the voice in my head says why you waiting

It's hard to think when my minds goes blank
all I remember is washing bnlood down the sink

I'm looking at myself up in the mirror
and a voice says it's time to disappear

It's time to infiltrate
fall into another state
I think these voices wanna see me behind gates

but I can't let it happen
so I pull out my gat and start gatting (nicca cause I'm)

Hook (2x)