Story Behind The Song
Two people connected within the circle of musicians/friends killed themselves. One on the San Mateo Bridge. One on the Bay Bridge. There were times when I contemplated the same thing (suicide). After seeing the effect suicide had on soo many people it was tragic.
Song Description
Feeling that the only way to get attention and redemption is to kill yourself
Song Length |
3:05 |
Genre |
Rock - Heavy Metal, Rock - Hard Rock |
Tempo |
Medium Fast (131 - 150) |
Lead Vocal |
Male Vocal |
Mood |
Anxious, Depressing |
Subject |
Suicide, Numbness |
Similar Artists |
Sevendust, Anthrax |
Language |
English |
Era |
2000 and later |
| |
Lyrics
See me place this gun
Up Against my head
I am so confused
Can you see me dead
Pull the trigger slowly
And watch the walls
As they're turning red
Chorus
And It's the way it had to be
I know one day you'll miss me
Another freak anomaly
It's all in your head
Take a look in the mirror
Tell me who you see
See those blood shot eyes
Starin back at me
Just a shell without a soul
A mile in my shoes
I walk alone
Chorus
Take my final steps
Take my one last breath
Coming near me now
The end is closer how
And it's just so plain to see
I win back my sanity
Chorus