Story Behind The Song

It deals with the choices we make in life, and the verses deal with the artist associating their happiness with the happiness of a lost love.

Song Description

This song has a rap/alternative crossover feel. Everyone can enjoy it.

Lyrics

Beauty by C. Abrokwah (Thaahum) and Melanie Z.
Copywrite 2004

CHORUS x2

When I see the clouds come rollin? in,
It makes me feel so happy again,
The flames that burn deep in my soul.
The rain can drown all my demons.

VERSE 1
Ever look at the profound words you write,
And say damn, why don?t I take my own advice?
I?m good at improving other peoples life,
But my own is filled with maybes and mights,
?Cause I?m depressed as hell right now,
And got a bunch of songs about overcoming that would sell right now.
But I?m broke as fuck and can?t take care of my kids,
One I hardly see, the other got another nigga thinking she?s his,
God damn, look at all the choices I make,
I couldn?t wait, had to have it now on a plate,
Didn?t finish college saw no ration if I used it,
All because I had more passion for the music-shit!
At what point did I loose sight of myself,
I did all of this despite of myself, in light of myself
I gotta win this whole fight of myself,
Elders please help, I?m scarred to do it all by myself
Just let it rain!!!!

VERSE 2

It hurts, now that she says leave me alone,
Makes it so I can?t speak to her or Tep on the phone,
A different burn, Now the rain I just want to see a bit,
?Cause it?s now too late to have the family I see and miss,
I?d sleep with pics of you and the kids, and just hold it,
Then it felt like I had my family for the moment,
Wonder if my true feelings, they will ever know it,
Praying for the day that I can finally show it,
When it comes will it be too late to make my mark,
6 million ways to die please not with a broken heart,
Without my She-God wealth is nothing ?cause I need you,
Know you said before nobody can complete you,
But please do consider I?ll do anything to please you,
Change the weather so only days you want will greet you.
I know you like storms gray days I?ll ask to stay,
Use all my power in the world to always have it rain for you Goddess.

REPEAT CHORUS

Note: This song has a pop-alternative/hip hop crossover feel.