Song Description

Written while smoking Black and Mild's and eating mushrooms. Looking out a shitty Houston Holiday Inn window after returning from Galveston where they cancelecd Mardi Gras because of riots.

Lyrics

I wont say I'm sorry
Becasue it was worth it to know
What everyone who loves you knows
I know there is some sort of price but I'll pay it
With little stipends from my soul
I should've known better
But it's my way of living
My way of relating how confusing this is
Tomorrow things will slide back to boring reality
And I can go back to just being alone
Drowning but not waving spinning into the Sun
As everything here comes apart
Wonder if maybe I might be worth saving
If I found my way into your heart

When everything changes
It's hard to tell where life's leading
Until you go see for yourself
Sometimes you walk off of cliffs of despair
Or sometimes find nothing at all
It's timing and deciding what chances to take
That figure in how far you fall
You'll have to forgive me for all my mistakes
Can't learn to walk before you crawl
Drowning but not waving spinning into the Sun
As everything here comes apart
Wonder if maybe I might be worth saving
If I found my way into your heart

I can't stop myself from falling into your eyes
And endlessly thinking of you
Are you my lover or enemy can't figure it out
But with you I've got nothing to prove
Something inside's saying it'll all be alright
Take the time and risk the pain
And if it's suddenly over I'll be strong enough
To walk back towards the sun -
and go swimming again...
Drowning but not waving swimming into the sun
As everthing here comes apart
Wonder if maybe I might be worth saving
If I found my way into your heart

Playlist Creator	Playlist Name	Date Added
Bluiii29	Locale	2/10/2024