Song Description

The nature of existence is to use and abuse... without it, I am nothing.

Lyrics

I wish I could feel something
I wish I could see ten feet of the night in front of me
I wish I could know the sweet taste of success and inspire a little following
And know what it?s like to be something

And now we'll bleed as one
On you I'll feed, I'll steal your sun
I'll wake up each day knowing I'll get through
As we bleed as one

And you'll shade me
I'm nothing but you
I'm falling
Fear me

'Cause today I sold my soul,
I'm falling, failing, flailing
I'll tear you down with me,
With every passing day
You?ll learn to fear me, I'll hold my head up high
While pushing, using, living off those surrounding me
With every passing day you?ll fear me

I'll turn your whole world in on you
I'll make you beg for something more
I'll walk all over your charity
Don't back away, I'll close the door
I am the apathy you crave
I am the welt that serves to
Heathenize this miniscule enclave
Judas and Kane, behold the fallen

I won?t feel safe while I?m wading in this water?s strange to me.
I?m tired of waiting for my life to change for the better.
So I?m begging you please save me
From the sound of my own body breathing
It's deafening, please open my eyes

If life won't beat us down, then we'll have nothing
As long as existence finds a reason to take we're fine.
We'll forever be passed over, forever defeated.
It's what we believe in and who we are