Lyrics

Watch me shoot myself down
360 spinnin' all around
Lost the battle, but I will not lose the war
Look at the mess that I have made
Your sacrifice has been in vain
Got all these secrets
I just can't hold back anymore

And even when I try my best
Efforts are of no consequence
I'm not cut out for this I stumble and I fall
All these wasted years I spent
Self-destruction is imminent
It's clear to see the writings pasted on the wall

I... I am disaster
I... I am insanity
I won't go quietly into the night, so hold on tight
I am disaster

Oo-oh

Now that this debt is all but paid
This piece of mind I wouldn't trade
Got all these demons I just can't control anymore
Each time I wear this liar's crown
Destruction lasts until im found
Cast aside your fears, its time to settle the score

(chorus)

I'm reaching out for you I'm falling
Can't tear this shield of stubborn pride from my chest
Years of mistakes I keep recalling
Misguided values push me under duress