Story Behind The Song
recorded in the middle of the night in the downtown rehearsal studio, screaming at the skeleton on the Misfits poster.
obviously written before they started handing me meds for this whole schizo-bipolar whatever... gee, now i'm so much more neurocranially balanced than i was before. :-) the only problem is waking up in the middle of the night with voices telling me to go to the shed and turn on the damn chainsaw. but hey besides that everything is sooo looovely these daze. :-D
| Song Length |
4:50 |
Genre |
Rock - Grunge, Electronic - Trip Hop |
| Subject |
Heartbreak, Frustration |
Similar Artists |
Garbage, No Doubt |
| Language |
English |
Era |
2000 and later |
Lyrics
o look at you
look how you've grown
don't look at me
breakin on dreams
and carcinogens
searching for lost serotonins
missing my friends
and endorphins
it's not that they're gone
it's just that everything is wrong
...
i seem to have misplaced
the most important chemicals in my brain
all the sweetest chemicals in my brain
all those bloody chemicals i gave away
...
swinging from moods
first dazed, then confused
skin glowing crimson blue
i'm driving in the left hand lane
following your ghosts
jumping onto random trains
getting off in the strangest ways
...
i seem to have misplaced
the only thing i wanted to say
the only one i wanted to stay
flew away, blew away
blew away
i seem to have misplaced
the most important chemicals
in my brrain
all those chemicals in my brain
the sweetest chemicals
i, i threw away, i gave away
looking for... looking for...
some... lost...
love
i seem to have misplaced
the only thing i wanted to say
the only one i wanted to stay
blew away
chemicals
all the sweetest chemicals
all the sweetest chemicals
i threw away