Story Behind The Song

made from abuse....made for abusers written over a few days, recorded in 1 take

Song Description

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Lyrics

if there's no words-that make u relate to me
then there's no reason for me to even speak
I do believe you should really talk with me
understand my meanings so you know your enemies
and what I mean is
you ain't see'in the big picture soon they all 'gon get you
if we don't come together
heard from my brejrin, we outmanned by 30,000 men
sumpt'in like lord of the rings, so where u stand is ur stance offensive
or do u plan on taking me out
hold your own with your few soldiers holdin chrome gages
I heard mother**** got rockets in the basements lets vacate the place
watch our cribs from our cars wait for the first strange face to stray
into our side of the court
we throw our game face on and form a deadly alliance with no faults
then we gon march forward
I got 4 words for ya'll lets get the money
I got more words for ya'll just connect to me
Our destiny's in the depths of me and u and whoever will just take it
and lose themselves assume there's no such thing as selfish
peace is only as easy is that which we can achieve through practice
within our everyday fraction of humankind
what's the total knowledge of all humans combined
I mean metaphysically, cue the human mind in to science fiction
and what's a million entities consumed by ones obscenities
r u listen'in soon Christians understand the wisdom of the rap kingdom to sling some crack as a kid then u change to a preacher as a man
to sing sump'tin bout God and the path u ran I ask u man
will u live this life I've lived to know where it's at
all I need to know is what I'm hold'in back
I feel a powerful notion enclosed in wrath and madness within me
In my inner rage is the key to change within me
My inner enemy is my own demon dealt by God to prove I'm lost
but I can be found
the only thing I know is I'm a soldier bound for war my mouth my sword
Conquer my foes wit total vocal force and never a chorus
it keeps building to the climactic feeling of everything within me
till everything around me is still within this ill beat and let my voice be
the silhouette to represent the other half me I live
I do have love for this girl Mary Jane
cuz I know without her I would not have Faith
I know without my moms I would not have courage
she taught me how to live a life alone keep the hurt in
surpress when u hurt'in
now that I've learned that u can surpass pain upon the surface
for how long well that's uncertain
and death 'll be easy in the end if u've learned that the first fact in life's
to live in these moments, I know this
I came from a broken home and holy shit I'm still focused
as bogus as shit is I cope with it without grabb'in some coke to sniff
I'm dope as **** but not too doped to coax kids
into this life I've lived upon these cold street benches

Repent my pens ends in my actions endless so I can,
menace the men that trapped our children
with lower education watch the poverty building
inside a "povertish" building, yah this bullshits been killing me
since age 13 first year I got the feeling
somethings really wrong with the way we living