Story Behind The Song

writing in a depressed state pulling on real times feelings

Song Description

Behind the song is my suffering of mental illness directly depression and how it's so easy once in that rut how your mind just goes deeper and deeper into depression

Lyrics

I need to get these words out of my head/ the medicine will help- that's what they said/
The sun is to bright and the birds too loud/All I want to see outside are grey stormy clouds/
The darkness is so dependable/
bathing in my misery, my mind wont' shut off/ it's killing me/ yet the darkness is so comforting/


the loathing in my brain/ seeps down into my chest/ eating my soul/ is what it does the best/
the darkness is not happy until your paralized / in sadness and defeat/
the sadness is not happy/ until there's nothing left of you to eat


The darkness will take away your life/
it will break you down, until there is no more/no more energy / energy to fightall the names I call myself/ rattle in my brain/ a never ending soundtrack/
my bullet train of shame


when the darkness finds you, there is no escape/ it surrounds like a blanket/
it will suffocate you /with all of your own hate.