Story Behind The Song

the story is kind of simple ,it was alot going on in my life at the time i had jus fallen through a floor in a house fire and injurd my knee. had to go through knee surgury, and getting 7 screws and a steel rode in my femor,couldn't walk for 8 weeks and then another 3 months to start putting pressure on it , my mom was in the hospital suppositly noy that sick and then she ended up passing and alot of people that i was directly associating with were losing parents ,sons and daughters. and this made me want to jus go ,start new, let everything that i had been letting hold me back i let it go,so it was like i was saying regarless of what life throws you,you have to endure the struggles to recieve the rewards

Song Description

trying to paint a picture where something dramatic happens and it makes an individual want for a better place . and not jus make them want for it but put them there with you, by giving them stories that they can relate to and also ending with the hope of finding or achieving this place or peace of mind, like it wont always be badtimes the good is coming.

Lyrics

chorusrepeat twice: i wish i could fly, so i can get away from here ,im close, to the edge and im thinking of letting go, if you cared well then why want you let it show ,cause lately i've been thinking, i wish i could fly 1st verse: i got a tight grip on reality,but its slowly slipping, my hands worn from the grind all swollen and blistered, so if you see me in the mental i'd be ragid an torn, my loads heavy ,knees to the ground but im almost home,i reach for the light but the dark seems to lenghten my path,im asking for help but no one comes to clean my rags, they'd rather see me beggin an bleeding or dead in the in the grass, a victum of societies stress a casualty stat, playing my life through these eights now how unfortunate is that, when im here now ,and you can get it straight from the horses mouth,i lash out when im hurt,i have not but im worth, im here waiting to lisen,but all you do is covert, you talk more with your pistols but never deal with the hurt, we fight bone to the grisal and liquor stores by the church, chirpen homies for work cause your girl friend just gave birth ,missed her pregancy in jail, but now your out an right back to work. chorus: repeat twice: 2nd verse: i can feel your pains and your hurts jus maintain through the worst an i'll be right there when you need me to calm you with words, sit for a second, observe, what you saying, what you heard, vivid them nights in the streets but yet them lesson never learned, still them pages gone get turned and them players gone get burned and them 24'z under candy paint stop and still turn, if its hot , it will burn, for them props, men yern ,an catch off beef in the streets for shots being heard, shells will eject from a cartridge now a kids on the curb, bleed, breathing shallowly, calling for his mom screaming , shes out skeeming, to get cash for ass ,on the block working her waist as the cabs go past, the head lines read," abandon lil boy shot dead, they couldn't find his mom" at least thats what the beat cop said, writing the report she walked by and asked the man what happened, he said" i gotta tell somebodies mom shes needs to buy a casket. chorus repeat twice: 3rd verse: you can't see it , but just know its coming, the road is hard got to overcome it, fight through the storms and the frozen tundra ,win your reward when you come from under, live life beyond just the hopes an wonders with lightening and thunder comes the purification the promise of a brand new , start but you gotta believe it in you heart to, recieve it , you know that the path has been laid ,the land and the canves servaded count less prophets convaid this message, "love each other as he loved you", and yet we do the opposite, knowbodies loves true, so if im lying im fling ,you know im not cause im wishing , i'd take a trip to the moon ,to get away from this living, i'd sale the house an my Rove, the shop let it go,take all my prophets made kiss my folks then blow, spread my wings so i can really fly, sore high enough to touch the sky ,somewhere far on a natural high