Song Description
An angry break-up, and realizing that she never really knew him anyway.
Song Length |
5:11 |
Genre |
Pop - Rock |
Lead Vocal |
Female Vocal |
Mood |
Heated |
Subject |
Breaking Up, Disgust |
Language |
English |
Lyrics
It is everything I can do not to cry when I see you
Not to yell and fight and rage
Not to hold you and kiss and try to convince you
I want to
I am not unmoving, my strength is waning
and I have a difficult time keeping up with my emotions
and I am becoming so analytical with my cynicism
I'm not sure what to attribute it to
Sometimes I blame you
I can't imagine what you might be going through
I never knew you well enough to assume
My definitions are always wrong
And I don't presume to know what you mean when you are being honest
I don't presume to know you
There are times when I think about you in nothingness, in absence
and I'm grateful you have finally gone
But the then the scent of your cologne brings it all back in
and I cringe
I am so afraid that there will never be anyone like
That I will not trust again and I will grow old alone and abandoned and questioning
I still carry that picture of you
Every day I open doors, I reorganize
I try to make some sense out of this
I wonder if that facade is terribly obvious
I hope no one notices
I shut the door on you