Story Behind The Song
Had a friend that got involved with a married woman. She basically was a tramp using him when she was in the mood. He was so hooked on her he couldn?t think straight. He really thought he could be the number one in her life but knew down deep inside all of it was wrong and he was just a fool. He finally got the strength to break free of her spell.
Song Description
Man is attracted and gets involved with a married woman who?s cheating on her husband. He so desperately wants to be number one but is treated and played as a second string. He finally gets strong and breaks free of her spell.
Song Length |
3:54 |
Genre |
Country - General, Country - Alternative |
Tempo |
Medium (111 - 130) |
Lead Vocal |
Male Vocal |
Mood |
Troubled, Beside Yourself |
Subject |
Attracted, Crush, Determination |
Language |
English |
Era |
2000 and later |
Lyrics
I'm Searchin, I'm Hurtin
I?m just a side show lover, I know I?ll never make front cover,
I?m in a three ring circus, I?m a clown, no smiles just a frown.
Chorus
I?m searchin, I?m hurtin, so I?m gonna change my style for awhile,
I?m searchin, I?m hurtin, so I?m gonna change my style for awhile.
I need to get top billing, I thought your love would be more giving,
But I?m just your side show lover, nothing more, just something to explore.
Chorus
Attraction oh so strong, knowing it was wrong,
I?m fightin demons that keep holdin on,
I need to have a plan, and make it out of here,
But I get weak when she gets near.
Solo/Break
Chorus
And as I?m growing strong, now I?m almost gone,
I beat those demons that were holdin on,
And now I got my plan, I?m getting out of here,
I just had to face my fears.
(c) 2004
WORDS AND MUSIC BY:
Carlos E. Colon
2312 Centennial Blvd.
Leesburg, Fl. 34748
352-326-4295
carlos@cecoriginals.com