Story Behind The Song

My boyfriend and I have been very happy, he was my first love, first best friend, until i had to move to another country, and leave him. The feeling in my heart was unexplainable. It's been 3,5 years, and he wrote. Unfortunately, I have my own life now, and him interrupting me..I don't want to burst into tears, but this is all I can do, to express, how distorted and empty i feel. How empty it feels around, especially, when I want to love someone else. Scars are scars.

Song Description

It's about a girl, who had a great life, showing no courage to the world around her, when suddenly, she felt empty and wanted the old love back. The girl was very naive, and thought, that getting back together with the love of her life will be easy, and she will get all her life treasures back, unfortunately, she was an egoist too. So without caring about anything, she gets angry, because the boy doesn't want her back, because she is so selfish. She breaks down and starts calling him a chicken hearted fool, and keeps continuing until he walks out the door and never wants to see her again, and she is left with nothing in the end.

Lyrics

No Courage at all,
No guts, what so ever.
No cause for alarm-
Just blood drowned in treasures.

Whoever you are
I ache to be near you
I feel so bizarre
You left me mistaken.

I thought life was nice
And love will be easy
But hope is a lie
And I am just fearsome.

So Dance around the oceans
Don't mind getting blue
Drown yourself in sentiments
You won't get out alive.

Eyes wide open
I could just explode
Lashing out of anger,
Scared of the unknown.

What a dreary day
For a depressed soul
Go jump off a bridge,
You chicken hearted fool.
He was out the door
His fingers were shaky
How can a depressed soul
Become so mistaken?