A Beautiful Mess (demo)

Story Behind The Song

I went to a songwriting camp this summer. And in one of the classes we talked about Shadow songs, and we shared with each other all the things that sit inside of us and become these burdens that are sometimes extremely difficult to carry,such as guilt shame anger and fear. And in the process of writing my shadow song, A Beautiful Mess, I decided I wanted to bridge the darkness into light, i choose healing and live and hot to be the true message, which you will hear in the last chorus of the song.

Song Description

We all carry things inside of us that weigh us down. It sometimes takes a conscious decision to move those dark things to the side and let the light in

Song Length 3:39 Genre Unique - Unclassified, Country - Americana
Tempo Medium Slow (91 - 110) Lead Vocal Female Vocal
Mood Moving, Joyful Subject Hope, Life
Similar Artists Joan Osborne, Casting Crowns Language English
Era 2000 and later

Lyrics

Some days I can't hold back the tears.
Silent screams fill up the atmosphere.
Can't catch a break, can't catch my breath.
The fear is real, what's coming next?

You'd never know it from the outside.
I wanna run. I wanna hide.
Cause deep within I must confess
There lies a beautiful mess.

Call it doubt. Call it hate.
Is it guilt or is it shame?
There's regret. There is pain.
It keeps rising up again.
Insecure and alone.
Overwhelmed by the unknown.
Yeah I confess... I'm a beautiful mess.

Some days I feel so unworthy.
What I need is still a mystery.
I know it's out of my control.
I'm trying to heal to become whole.

But there's is doubt. There is hate.
There is guilt and there is shame?
There's regret. There is pain.
It keeps rising up again.
Insecure and alone.
Overwhelmed by the unknown.
Yeah I confess... I'm a beautiful mess.

I think I finally realized I'm my own worst enemy.
Make some roo  and make some noise for God's new masterpiece.

Let the LOVE defeat hate.
Let the anger dissipate.
Live in Hope. Live in Peace.
Leave behind the jealousy.
Even broken we're complete
We are God's own masterpiece.
yeah don't forget...

Let the LOVE defeat hate.
Let the anger dissipate.
Live in Hope. Live in Peace.
Leave behind the jealousy.
Even broken we're complete
We are God's own masterpiece.
yeah don't forget
We're all a beautiful mess.
Yeah a beautiful mess. 
We're all a beautiful mess.

Lyrics Carolyn Messina Music Carolyn Messina
Performance Carolyn Messina

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