Story Behind The Song
I wrote this at Christmas 2003, when I was feeling down. I have since been diagnosed with SAD and this partly reflects how I feel in the winter months.
Song Description
It's about struggling with depression and negative thoughts, and also trying to keep faith in God at the same time.
| Song Length |
3:33 |
Genre |
Pop - General |
Lyrics
I?m fighting with myself again, yeah
The feeling comes now and then, yeah
I want to love you so much more
But at times I?m not really sure
I?m fighting with myself again, yeah
I?m fighting with myself again, yeah
Stood for hours drowning in the rain, yeah
I want you to know that I?m for real,
But sometimes numb is all I feel
I?m fighting with myself again, yeah
What is happening to me?
Why can?t I just let it be?
Questions crowding my mind,
Afraid of what I might find
What is happening to me?
Why can?t I just let it be?
Questions crowding my mind,
Afraid of what I might find
I?m fighting with myself again, yeah
I wanna write to you with this pen, yeah
But I don?t know just what to say
And even then it?ll all be grey,
I?m fighting with myself again, yeah
What is happening to me?
Why can?t I just let it be?
Questions crowding my mind,
Afraid of what I might find
What is happening to me?
Why can?t I just let it be?
Questions crowding my mind,
Afraid of what I might find