Lyrics

NOT ABOUT YOU. I started erasing my name from all your letters, I started tearing you apart in beautiful verse. Because the gaps in the words weren?t as bad as the hurt of knowing how little it was actually worth. Sometimes I wish that we hadn?t been so happy. Sometimes I wish we hadn?t gotten off to such a positive start cause if there weren?t so many pictures of both of us laughing, it?d be so much easier to break your heart. So you call me up when I?m as drunk as fuck and expect some sort of honest conversation. Ask me you what you want before I pass out on some stranger?s floor. Tomorrow there can be no regrets cause I won?t remember what we said and I won?t remember anything that we did. I never liked the stations you played on your radio and you never liked the sad songs that I would always sing, but baby, I don?t think you ever looked quite as beautiful as the day when I came to pick up my things. I promise that this song?it?s not about you, I?ve made that mistake too many times before. This one?s all about me and if I could I would erase every one of those melodies that you never even heard. I?ll go home and make the strongest drink I can take just to see if I can stand up on my own. You say this is a sad state of consciousness that I create but at least I?ve created something to take your place.