Song Description

About an abusive relationship. Several bands have tackled the subject, but it's always different when you know the people involved.

Lyrics

tell me what do you want from me
I'll bleed if you want me to bleed
trying for who you want me to be
always ending in tragedy
late nights, nothing to call my own
always afraid of going home
I'm scared you're going to need me less
oh how did it come to this?
 
now I don't even know myself
I wish I was someone else
and I've taken so much now
one day you know that I'll falldown
 
I know everything's all my fault
but you know I'll blame it on alcohol
can't stop even if I wanted to
just know everything's all for you
never felt like this before
if you leave me I'll just need you more
I'll forgive you for everything
because you've given me everything
  
you always said we'd be together
I'm alone and forever falling down
and you're nowhere to be found
 
blacken my eyes and kiss me goodnight
I need this I mean it a bullet should do it
for you or for me it's so hard to be breathe
I'm dying I'm trying
oh God please come take me away