Story Behind The Song

A realizatuion of one psychological makeup and the hope for a happy future existance

Song Description

A songwriters ranting during the depths of a brutal Michigan winter laying atop a bed of hard driving acoustic/ electric guitars, vocals while floating on an Asian beat.

Lyrics

I stumble through each day still bleedin?
Figure I?m not worth exedin?
Try though can?t admit to needin? you

Pacify by mild sedation, in the end a poor equation
Crucify any wild elation, finally gotten round to facin?

DOWN
SO DOWN

Darkness is the peace that finds me, the only time life?s left behind me
In my skin not wanting to jump through
Why can?t it last just make time stand still?
Forget the past my minds a landfill, in need of proper excavation
I FINALLY GOT AROUND TO FACIN?

DOWN
SO DOWN

Tell myself this won?t last
Grey black skies overcast
lift myself over clouds?.NO MORE

DOWN.

I?ve come this far... Without learning
The chemicals that cause the burning
I always thought that that?s just how I was.

Now grown before me a reproduction
Full of fear?material seduction
Addicted to her child corruption
I think it?s time we learned from something?

DOWN
SO DOWN

I realize my occupation, try to find my next creation, learn to live with separation
My painful continuation, Try to see the correlation, between the lines of an angry nation
Loosing touch with sensation, will I forge a new foundation?