Story Behind The Song

I've always wanted to write a love song that was kinda in the lines of Linkin Park... Their lyrics are so harsh and mean that i really liked their style but couldn't stand to listen to them for very long... so this song is my version of "Linkin Park's Lost Symphony" even though its not a symphany :)

Song Description

It's a love song indirectly saying that "I am suffering from someone leaving me behind/dieing"

Lyrics

I know its there inside (something that's not me, something makes me scream)
something I can't hide (hide beneath my skin, over runs me within)
I feel you here (here under the shadows of my 'hardened' heart)
I can still feel fear (I'm fading into nothing, I'm falling all apart)

why'd you run away (all I've ever known is everything I do)
go your separate way (and all I ever do is chase things round you)
I'm left standing still (all along you told me but I never should have stopped)
can't find the words to say (cause now it's like a dreadful chain I'm never gonna drop)

come back to me (I'd like to say the reason but i can't speak too loud)
I can make believe (for fear that every thing i say I'll lose in the cloud)
I still want to be there (that's bleeding from your memory of all the things I do)
to feel your every tear (and I just can't help it that I'm still in love with you)

chorus
Suffering internally
You made me all that I could be
but now you've gone and what's left of me
is suffering eternally

I feel you hide (the question in which I never should have fought)
I feel you deep inside (the times in which I know life we could have caught)
I can't escape (still inside it just won't go away)
the fear of you awake (and now I'm left thinking of your beautiful array)

I wonder how you feel(It's easier to recognize now that I am chained)
cause I can't tell what's real(I see my life's just one big mess though life has never changed)
The want to be your everything (and I am lost inside of you can't stand to be alone)
the want to here you scream I'm (I'm glad you have me figured out, it's like you've always known I'm)

bridge
this is me
trying to find the answer
i can't see you where you're going
but I've got to believe you've found the answer
just know I'll be blowing you a kiss each night
to tuck you in while I'm