Lyrics

I open my mouth and try to talk to you
my voice escapes from me
I'm afraid you won't approve.
The things I said and done
made me feel so dirty.
I would give my whole past
for a new beginning.

I want to cry out loud but I can't 'cause I'm way too proud.
When the tears well up inside,
it hurts so bad I wanna die!

I ask myself so many things...
Why did I take my life and turn it upside down?
Now I'm searching for a way out.
I'm sick of my addictions, I wanna know what you're about.

Why did you die for me when I can't even stand me?
Why did you die for me, it's so hard to believe.
I want to cry out loud but I can't 'cause I'm way too proud.
When the tears well up inside,
it hurts so bad I wanna die!

If I opened inside and showed you what I'm all about
would you throw it back in my face?
If I tried to talk to you would listen and take me to a higher place?

Please tell me that it's true.
No one goes to the Father
except through you.
I stand before you beaten down.
My best hit rock bottom
I wanna know what you're about.

Why did you die for me when I can't even stand me?
Why did you die for me? It's so hard to believe.
I want to cry out loud but I can't 'cause I'm way too proud,
but the tears well up inside,
it hurts so bad I wanna die!