Story Behind The Song

This is a real story that I was involved in.It gave me a strong impulse to create this song.

Song Description

She loved him so deeply but he didn't loved her because he had a relantionship with many women and didn't love anyone from them including her.Some day she realized that fact and tryed to forget about him. However,she thanks God for an opportunity to feel

Lyrics

Fairytales about you

Written by: Nataliya Medvedovskaya

I wove fairytales about you
Thinking of you I'd kneel
Like an angel fallen from heaven
The wings you had were no real.

Now I know I'm never to have you with me
Better try to forget
Better stay alone in my dark and empty
World
Than to risk standing before you
Let it happen again
Feel the lonely hollow within me
Fill with love just as then

I'll be swept up, drowning in your eyes
Grain of sand in the sea
But there's no more weight in my lies
I'm only lying to me

But I thank the Lord above
I have dreams to keep me whole
And the Spring within my soul
Keeps me moving steady
And I thank the Lord above
That my love was mine to keep
That it lived in me so deep
With a flame so steady

I caressed you gently with my songs
Gladly called me your own
Watching foaming waves of my feelings
Crashing fast into stone

Veils of doubt clouded my shining spirit
Is your love for me real?
As I locked my heartache inside
My diary
Just my diary

Only then I grasped how empty
Arms that hold more than one
And before I pictured them clearly
All my visions were gone



And a carousel of faces
Circled your glittering life
Every one of those distant embraces
Plunged into me like a knife

But I thank the Lord above
I have dreams to keep me whole
And the Spring within my soul
Keeps me moving steady
And I thank the Lord above
That my love was mine to keep
That it lived in me so deep
With a flame so steady

I would hold the light of your image
Softly cupped in my hands
As I walked along watching daydreams
Glistening warmly as sand

And I offered all but the sunrise
Gave you all but the rain
As I bathed in smiles unintended
Quietly drowning my pain

But I thank the Lord above
I have dreams to keep me whole
And the Spring within my soul
Keeps me moving steady
And I thank the Lord above
That my love was mine to keep
That it lived in me so deep
With a flame so steady