Story Behind The Song
Unrequited love for a boy. The song was written by me when I was only 18.
Song Description
I will never kneel before you,
I will never become the embodiment
of someone weak and obedient in your eyes--
Still loving you, but no longer believing in us.
However, I will be left an emoty island wanting to jump into the unsettling water.
I just want you to know
Though I will never kneel before you
I will never stop hoping and waiting for you...
| Song Length |
3:26 |
Genre |
World - European, Unique - Unclassified |
| Tempo |
Floating |
Lead Vocal |
Female Vocal |
| Mood |
Poignant, Heartbreaking |
Subject |
Unrequited Love, Pride |
| Language |
Other |
Era |
1990 - 1999 |
Lyrics
Translations from Russian:
I will never kneel before you,
I will never become the embodiment
of someone weak and obedient in your eyes--
Still loving you, but no longer believing in us.
The joy of knowing that one day you were mine
Will die inside me, wanting to get out,--
Just like my words of love for you
Will always remain just a mystery never uncovered.
So I am still here--on the empty island of loneliness,
Surrounded by sea waves, asking me
To join them in their restless motion,
Or, perhaps, take the last ship out.
But no matter where I'll wind up--
--inside a sea or on a ship, trying to move on,
My voice will still sound strongly:
"I will never kneel before you,
and I will never stop hoping.