Story Behind The Song

At this time I was finding life and it's hardships very difficult to accept. My writing and music was changing and traditional forms became cages for me. This piece is more like an actors monologue. Although the structure is free, this was a very important spritual journey for me.

Song Description

Most of my life seems to be a long series of unanswered questions. This song is a contemplatitive journey that happened while sitting at a bar one night

Lyrics

Climate changes
Twisting manners, but for without I can oly call home
Nothing at all that's shaped by intention,
Lust and trust to show.
Most of us fall naked on a hilltop of green
Looking at the stars and wind blowing warm over my body
Falling asleep and waking inthe middle of the night in the bitter cold
Hoping for something more
Moving sore and stifff to thw wall
What happens when I get there no one knows
I love to hear music it's delightful to my ears
There's more than enough confusion
To more!
Hoping for another past
I would like to walk where I can be and,
Nothingness called fantasy.
There is a paradise lost that is hoping to return
Loving the earth all the more
Tampering with electrical wiring
Nueral pathways and brain hormones
Lights in your eyes and nothing to see but,
Shining dots of blindness
Pyramids of financial gain and finding yourself towards the bottom
Climbing the sharp walls
Feeling maleable changable adaptable
Nothing more than a concrete floor
Knowledge is power
Inferences to the inner dialogue that constitutes mind control
Finally back to my chair
A journey that no one will know