Story Behind The Song
this song was written for people who have found themselves at the bottom weve all been there and we wanted to create a song that dealt with the feelings of betrayal lies pride and anger along with the depression that comes with it.
Song Description
A song about a man whos pride and bad decisions have caused him to lose everything. He's suicidal, depressed, confused, lost, every friend he has offers help but he wont take it because of his pride but cries out for help at the same time.
| Song Length |
3:01 |
Genre |
Rock - Heavy Metal, Rap - General |
| Tempo |
Medium (111 - 130) |
Lead Vocal |
Male Vocal |
| Mood |
Troubled, Depressing |
Subject |
Suicide, Pride |
| Similar Artists |
Linkin Park, Korn |
Language |
English |
| Era |
2000 and later |
| |
Lyrics
VERSE 1
DECISIONS I MADE IN MY LIFE SHOW
IVE LOST EVERYTHING HOMELESS AND IM
BOUND BY DOPE
I GOT NO HOPE IM BROKE AND I CAN NOT COPE
I MISE WELL BLOW A SHOT THROUGH THE
BACK OF MY DOME
WOULD ANYONE CARE OR BETTER YET WOULD ANYONE KNOW
IS ANYONE THERE BETTER YET IF U WAS THERE
WHO CARES
IM ON MY OWN OH WAIT AM I IN CONTROL
MY PRIDE IS GOLD AND IF U DON'T LIKE ME GO
CHORUS:
FAILURE SHOWS ME ITS KILLING
MY HEART IS SLOWLY SCARRING
DEAF BY MY ONLY SCREAMING
WHY AM I LIVING WHY AM I BREATHING
VERSE 2
IM A FAILURE I ALWAYS MESS UP THINGS
IM FEELIN LOST ONE BULLETT TO MY FREAKIN BRAIN
WONT SOLVE A THANG I PRAY BUT DON'T BE
HEARING A THANG
IM HEARIN VOICES IN MY HEAD SAYING
THANGS WONT CHANGE
I TRY AND TRY AND FAILED ONCE AGAIN I CRY
AND FAIL AGAIN I LOST ANOTHER JOB ITS HOT AS HELL
I FEEL BLACK CLOUDS SURROUNDING MY SOUL
ITS MY FAULT MY LIFE AND WHAT DO U KNOW?
BRIDGE
I've been praying God's not listening
Hear me crying, begging, pleading
Lasting light is now just fading
I can feel the trigger pulling
See the Demons all around me
Laughing ,taunting, cheering, chanting
Falling faster feel the burning
If Im dying its Hell im earning.