Lyrics

I?M NOT READY FOR THIS

I want to love him the best that I can.
It?s what I asked for, so I can?t comprehend
Why I feel strange when he looks in my eyes.
Something?s missing, something?s not right.

From a distance, things are so clean ?
Intentions, his problems, the words that he speaks.
Closer up, it changes the farther you go.
You find out things that you never wanted to know.

I?m not ready for this.
I was never ready for this.
I?m not ready for this.
I was never ready for this.

The ride home was awkward with him next to me.
He told me all of his conspiracy theories.
I stayed silent and watched the road.
Even though I?m desperate, my heart let me know that

I?m not ready for this.
I was never ready for this.
I?m not ready for this.
I was never ready for this.

Is he trying to corrupt me ?
Does he know that I know what he does?
Is he trying to corrupt me ?
Does he know that I think it?s wrong?

I?m not ready for this.
I was never ready for this.
I?m not ready for this.
I was never ready for this.

Copyright 2003 Julie Anderson