Lyrics

So many years, a long time ago
I remember things I don?t wanna know
Could it have been a dream I mostly have
All I?m sure is that it really makes me mad

Since childhood I remember writing murals on the wall
They were never mine, they belonged to other people.
And I can?t say that I was the only, lonely, lonely child
Again, where have you been is what my momma always said

When will you try again
Reach as high as you can
Will you be my oldest friend?
And I will not forget
How many times that we spent
Doing things that we?d soon regret

Called you up one night, I was asking about my past
You didn?t remember, or maybe you wouldn?t say it
I remember many things as I fumbled in my sleep that day and
It keeps me all awake now I don?t want to care.

When I call on you, you?ve got no time for giving
Hoping when I fail to try, I?ll still love you till the day I die
But the feeling is so damn inconsistent
Maybe I would smile for you this time

Was it something that you?ve always tried to hide from me.
And now it?s time, I want to know exactly what you meant
Even though it might be hard for you to tell, to try and face it
I never felt so far away from you
I never felt so far away from you till now