Story Behind The Song

My friend Elizabeth lost her father at 21, cared for her mother's Alzheimers for the next 20 years until her mom finally died, found an amazing husband, only to lose him one year later to a viscious heart attack. This is her story and her prayers

Song Description

Sometimes it's not so much that you want to die, it's that you want to leave this world for a perfect one.

Lyrics

I don't wanna let this go to waste
Your love, it doesn't smell like what it tastes
If I can't remember what it's like
Maybe you could come back later and tell me why it's right

I miss the echo of my lovers sound
I can't hear it six feet underneath the ground
Take the very blessing from my mouth
And pour it out like water in the valley of my doubt

Was I singled out for some holy cause?
Have you no remorse?
Who are you to say it's love?
I don't wanna be loved
I just wanna be lifted up

Everyone I ever loved has passed
Almost like an evil curse or spell of pain was cast
Take away my emptiness for good
Everything I ever read about you said you could

Was I singled out for some holy cause?
Have you no remorse?
And if this loneliness is love
I don't wanna be loved
I just wanna be lifted up

Lay me down in fields of memories
Take me to a place where all my fears can be released

Have I let you down?
With my fits of rage?
Hold me in your arms
I just wanna hear you say
I'm the one that you loved
I'm the one that you love I'm the one that you lifted up

Playlist Creator	Playlist Name	Date Added
George Schuh	Pop	10/30/2022