Story Behind The Song

I usually write songs about random people, so this isn't really about me, although i did like this boy at the time. (but it's not about him)

Song Description

the song jumps around from this boy has this crush on this girl (i use i but its not acually about me) to the girl has this crush on a boy. i guess you can say it portrays a "love me hate me relashionship"

Lyrics

everyday i call you
you don't answer your phone
everyday i see you
i see you walkin home
it's not that i don't wanna know
it's just I'm kinda afraid
when you start to get to feel me
in a different way
maybe i can seem annoying
but maybe it's just your mind
telling you to stop using it
and be a hypocrite
sometimes the brain starts dying
and you follow your heart
what else is there to seek
there's nothing more that peeks outside the dark
besides the light
it shines so bright
it blinds my eyes
to much to handle
let me think this through
why is my soul so trapped
brain washed into reality
it really needs to be let free out of its cage
i need some time to lead my own self through this world
even if it's hard to think what i would do without you
but i just can't keep it inside any more
yes, these tears are fallin outside of your door
i can't see
i can't be
but i can live my life till i now that's a promise honey
i do not hear you a making a sound
maybe you chickened out and turned back around
still in my mind I'm thinking you haven't been found
woahh
hun you wouldn't leave me stranded all alone
you wouldn't drop me on the side of the road
I'm so lost without you I can't find my
I'm so lost without you I can't find my
I'm so lost without you I can't find my soul.