Story Behind The Song

I just had to explain my kids how daddy really feels

Song Description

I just had to explain my kids how daddy really feels.

Lyrics

1st.verse:

I´m sorry daddy´s usin´so much time in the studio
but daddy´s 9 to 5 is barely puttin´food in yo´bellys
I know sometimes I ain´t hearin´what you tryna tell me
so caught up in this music it drives me crazy
cuz I know I ain´t been givin´you my time lately
but baby remember I´m just tryna give you a life I never had
tryna prevent the b.s. from happenin´ to ya like it did with dad
I just want ya´ll to see a side of that ain´t so bad
and everything in this life ain´t so sad
I´m sorry for the times you saw daddy break down & cry
I´m sorry for the times you heard how much daddy wanna die
and for the times daddy just acted like jerk
I might not show it but daddy knows it hurts
remember you gotta put in work when you talk so walk
that´s the only reason why daddy needs to go to New York

Chorus:2x

You´re my every breath I breathe
you´re my eyes, my guide, my peace
you´re the very reason I prayin´
when I fall down on my knees

2nd.verse:

from the Bratz dolls to the P.S.2 games you want
I can´t give you none of that, I ain´t gon´front
daddy a bum, daddy broke, daddy can´t give you squat
daddy sick of the hand me down clothes & toys you got
daddy ain´t here much, I know it´s hard
but daddy gon´change that I swear to God
cuz everything daddy does is for you & you know it
daddy got one more chance, that´s why he can´t blow it
daddy promised you the world, he gon´do more then show it
I´ll make sure you´ll never again starve at home
that´s why I´m so focused about gettin´put on
I move militant in lightspeed motion with my music
cuz I´ll be damned before I let you grow up in the sewish
be better then, my life´s for you to view it
I know you look for me to guide you
and all I want is to be a father & be there beside you

Chorus:2x

You´re my every breath I breathe
you´re my eyes, my guide, my peace
you´re the very reason I prayin´
when I fall down on my knees

3rd.verse:

Now remember every legion has it´s day to crumble
so always speak when others mumble
never flash always be humble
when it´s time to rumble come with a full force
attack with more power then a trojan horse
cuz at war you gotta be effective
when you choose out your soldiers always be seletive
I made this song in case I fall from these snakes
so whenever you feel alone you can rewind this tape
do what you gotta do but learn from my mistakes
mark my words beware of them haters & fakes
survival by any means in this mist of broken dreams
always roll with your team
girl there´s sumtin´you gotta understand
as a woman in a world of shit, be stronger than a man
boy be a true soldier
don´t let anybody but God mold ya´

Chorus:2x

You´re my every breath I breathe
you´re my eyes, my guide, my peace
you´re the very reason I prayin´
when I fall down on my knees