Story Behind The Song

If you keep losing it over and over again something must still be there. Can't remember why I wrote this song but I can think of several possible reasons. Can't even remember who I was trying to be. It's a fairly straightforward guilt-free trip. I wouldn't wish harm on anybody.

Lyrics

I'm packing my bags and I'm going away
I don't give a shit if you want me to stay*
Cause I'm losin' it, I'm losin' it my friend
People callin' me up every hour of the day
They very rarely have something to say
And I'm losin' it, I'm losin' it my friend
Feel like I'm upside down, hanging from a chain
Stuck with tons of corn in a cargo plane
And I'm losin' it, I'm losin' it my friend
They got it in their heads that they know me well
I know they don't know squat but I'll never tell
And I'm losin' it, I'm losin' it my friend

Don't like her dad
He is always mean to me
Keeps her well fed
But I know what he does, and everybody knows it
Show me your head
Think of all the times we've had
Some things never change but I'm too tired to explain

She says we're through, it was just a whim
Next day I see her walkin' with him
And I'm losin' it, I'm losin' it my friend
Snooping around like an alley cat
I'd like to kick his ass but I can't do that**
And I'm losin' it, I'm losin' it my friend

Can't stand her lies
I've been double-crossed before
She smiles, then sighs
I'm feeling so upset, I wish that I could tell her
See through her eyes
Nothing I would like to keep
I may be a fool but time will prove her so wrong

I have seen the word, I have heard the light
I will do a little wrong just to make it right
And I'm losin' it, I'm losin' it my friend
If you call me up one more time
Ain't gonna be responsible for no crime
Cause I'm losin' it.

*{clean version: I don't really care if you want me to stay}
**{clean version: I'd like to break his neck but I can't do that}