Story Behind The Song

Trying to kill the Monster within. My own struggle with mental illness and anxiety. It will undoubtedly kill me one day. It reflects my panic attack issiues, and the physical symptoms therein. WE all carry around a zoo of monsters and demons inside of us, and my music is one way I deal with them. They get removed and incarcerated on CDs as electronic music.

Song Description

Started with distorted vox sample, into weird bass synth sounds. Methodical, machine beats give way to screaming samples and heavy song moods. Very distorted vocals and ominous sounds and rhythms.

Lyrics

Social life, throat starts to close like a Downsect in its death throes.
Flatline, heartdeath, flowing pain, cramping up your left arm vein.
Sweat begins to slowly come, bugs will crawl, insane to some.
Take your pills, don't be afraid! Sixlegs, thorax. Come to me, she said.
Flesh inside begins to chill, people near have had their fill.
Then you find her waiting there, just what you need, only play fair!
Have your cake and eat it too, she's nothing like her, wouldn't you?
Red/black hair, Germanic thighs, blackened leather, chromedead eyes.

Social life, throat starts to close like a Downsect in its death throes.
Flatline, heartdeath, flowing pain, cramping up your left arm veins.
Have your cake and eat it too, she's nothing like her, wouldn't you?
Red/black hair, Germanic thighs, blackened leather, I love her eyes.